Tired....

Aku dah penat jadi anak kedua. Aku dh penat jdi org yg buat tu tk bleh buat ni tk bleh. Bila aku nk buat A nnti org ckp aku blm ckup dewasa la ape. Bila aku nk buat B org ckp aku ni cm bdk kecik la. Aku dh penat kne compare dgn org ats aku. Aku dh penat kne mengalah dgn org bwh aku. Aku dh penat bila aku ni jadi anak hrpn sbb org atas aku dh besar sgt and org bwh aku mmg dh tau die ni bodoh. hah kan aku dh geram sgttttt. aku penat laaaaaaaa penat asek aku je yg kena. penat bila aku nk kua tk bleh tp ble org ats aku kua bleh plak sbb dia dh bsr? yg bdk bwh aku bleh kua sbb die kecik lagi? WTF hbs aku ni apa?!!!!!! cpt la hbs skolaaaa aku nk sambung bljr luar jb. penatttttt bila asek2 aku je yg kne when situation cmni. I'm crying for the stupid things and aku tk tau nk ckp kt sape. How I wish someone name Mama is here. :(

Breakeven :(

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just praying to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no

What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces
One still in love while the other one's leaving
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm try'na make sense of what little remains ooh
'Cause you left me with no love and no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break
No it don't break
No it don't break even no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
(Oh glad your okay now)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(Oh I'm glad your okay)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no

I hate this feeling -.-

Aku rasa aku stress. haha actually tk tau pn mcm mne stress ni tp klau tgk dri simptom2 nya ye aku STRESS! Aku byk makan, rasa cm kurang tidur,penat,byk berangan. haha myb sbb SPM kot? hah yelah bnda ape lgi. mcm ade sorg pena ckp kt aku Sijil Perkahwinan Malaysia bkn sng nk dpt :) heyyy awak lama kte tk skype kn? hehe i miss talking to you dude. Ni dh nk masuk bulan 8 abd for Godness sake SPM bln 11? Lagi bape bulan je tu? Sempat ke nk catch up semua subject? MasyaAllah -.- ok dah less online and grab a book now. 9A tuh wajib Atiyah Athirah. tk dpt smue A+ pn tkpe la. I know I can do it. Chaiyokkk!

Bila hati ni cpt sgt berubah. Lol

Haihh hati haihh perasaan. Knp la korg suka menyerabutkan kepala otak aku ni? Peninggggg la jgn la buat aku cmni :( Aku nk exam tau this year. Dgn bnda2 kecik ni it distracted me a LOT. Jgn la minat sape2 lagi. Next year kau nk bercinta smpai pagi pn bolehh. Hehh -.- yg kau ni lgi satu dh terang lagi bersuluh kau tau yg aku minat kau, kau cm buat tk tau je? Okay thats mean dia tk suka kau la tuh. Tk habis2 nk sedapkn hati sendiri. Haihhh -.- ehhh aku dh delete nmbr die laaa :DD haihh hati

Tak puas hati

So what happen Torres? Mana pergi sengat berbisa kau. Arghhhhhhhhhh geramnya I dgn U ni

-.- 1-0 je dgn Malaysia? Lololololololol how come Arsenal and Liverpool bleh mng besar? Arghhhh tk puas hati lagi. Drogba u play yr part well and Malaysia Team too :)

Hye AH

Hye AH, saya rasa saya dah tak suka awak mcm saya suka awak last week la. Haha :DD

Hye Jo,saya rasa saya suka awak balik la mcm last year :DD

Bila study mode aku nk dtg ni?

Jealous nya dgn org2 yg dh ade mood nk study. Ya Allah aku ni bila la nk dtg mood tuh? asek online tgok tv mkan tdo je yg aku tau. tiap2 mggu kua. ape nk jadi Atiyah Athirah ni? STUDY la hoiiiiiiii SPM kn this year. next yr suka hati kau la nk tunggang trbalik pn tkde org kesah. pikir masa dpn oii klau dpt 9A tak ke cerah masa dpn kau? hah tgk aku dh membebel dpn lptop ni hah. lagi satu yg hang ni sibuk nk brcinta mcm org lain jgk dh knp? YA ALLAH sambil goncang2 bdn aku sndiri haha btw AH saya mmg suka awk la. klau saya bagitahu awk,awk nk buat ape eh?hehe :D

Drop by just want to say aku tak kena PLKN! Yabedabeduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

Dah lamanya tak rasa cmni :)

Hah tgk tajuk post ni. agk2 aku nk ckp ape? hehe nk tau tk ape yg aku dh lme tk rse? aku dh lme tk rse yg aku akn senyum ble aku dpt msg. dri smlm myb yg aku senyum je kot? hehehehe tau la yg aku ni cpt sgt rasa 'something' tpi serioussssssssssssssss i likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu :) haha awk yg pkai bju hitam tdi pgi awk tau tk sbb awk la sy pegi FOA tau. tpiiii why on earth u cpt sgt perform? i dtg je u dh siap kemas2. Arghhhh menyesal tk sudah. hehehe tp tkpe la kte dpt jmpe awk =p ok dh I'm going crazyyyyyyyyyyyy. SPM la hoiiii haha

Ommmeejayyyyyyyyy

hahahahaha nmpk tk aku IM dgn spe? It was Joachim Goh man. Im breathless now

Hopeless Me

Its really breathtaking tgk blog ex gf. How I wish he is mine. Naa now you know how serious I am to get you AH :)

Sports Day SSI

see adegan tolak menolak haha

semangat masuk kawad dorg ni hehe

ignore my face -.- sakit gle tgn and pinggang aku

Ni la rumah sukan aku. Setelah 8 tahun akhirnya Mahkota mng.Nmbr 1 beb!

ps: tgk la spe ketua rumah perempuan.(aku la tu) haha

Haaaaa pagi2 tuh mcm boring sbb tk ramai org pn smue sibok kt pdg brkawad aku yg konon2 nya msok acara ni mls la nk kawad. lepak2 kt tangga ayam or ckgu syakir call it tangga ilmu dgn echa sab and syaaq. Hbs je dorg kawad mula la acara2 sukan. Pipah excited hbs sbb Jed dtg. As Joachim? tk nmpk byg pn. hehe masa tggu acara aku nk mula tuh pipah dtg ckp Joachim ade. Ohh myyy jerit tk sudah haha and btw group aku lari dpt nmbr 2 beb! hehe lps tuh tarik tali. prcaya tk aku ni yg kecik ni msok tarik tali? haha tp jgn pndg luaran la kn. kuat tau aku ni. first try mahkota mng then second and third temenggong mng. Haih tahun ni aku dpt tiga medal perak. Hah this is the highlight of the day..... lps hbs tarik tali stlh adegan tolak menolak Joachim said GOOD JOB dkt aku smbil pegang siku aku. HAHA half tgn die kne bju half lgi TERsentuh kulit aku. lps tu lps tu bfore balik at last dpt amek gmbr dgn Joachim! tp aku sgt buruk time tu plus busuk dh. arghhhhhhh frust. pipah dgn echa pn dpt amek gmbr dgn crush masing2 haha so its the end of the day :)