The awkward moment when...

Trial is in one month left. Ya Allah apa aku nk buat ni? Trial lps raya. Nk countdown raya ke countdown trial? MasyaAllah takut nyaaaaaaa. SPM plak lagi 100 ++ hari? Hah amek kau Atiyah Athirah terkedu terus -.- Risaunyaaa dh la ramai ckp trial lagi susah. Sabarr wehh I know I can do it. Dh lps ni jgn nk online sgt la ye. Sedar diri tuh haha. Btw, I want to wish all the blogger Selamat Berpuasa :) xoxo

Tired....

Aku dah penat jadi anak kedua. Aku dh penat jdi org yg buat tu tk bleh buat ni tk bleh. Bila aku nk buat A nnti org ckp aku blm ckup dewasa la ape. Bila aku nk buat B org ckp aku ni cm bdk kecik la. Aku dh penat kne compare dgn org ats aku. Aku dh penat kne mengalah dgn org bwh aku. Aku dh penat bila aku ni jadi anak hrpn sbb org atas aku dh besar sgt and org bwh aku mmg dh tau die ni bodoh. hah kan aku dh geram sgttttt. aku penat laaaaaaaa penat asek aku je yg kena. penat bila aku nk kua tk bleh tp ble org ats aku kua bleh plak sbb dia dh bsr? yg bdk bwh aku bleh kua sbb die kecik lagi? WTF hbs aku ni apa?!!!!!! cpt la hbs skolaaaa aku nk sambung bljr luar jb. penatttttt bila asek2 aku je yg kne when situation cmni. I'm crying for the stupid things and aku tk tau nk ckp kt sape. How I wish someone name Mama is here. :(

Breakeven :(

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just praying to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no

What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces
One still in love while the other one's leaving
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm try'na make sense of what little remains ooh
'Cause you left me with no love and no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break
No it don't break
No it don't break even no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
(Oh glad your okay now)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(Oh I'm glad your okay)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no

I hate this feeling -.-

Aku rasa aku stress. haha actually tk tau pn mcm mne stress ni tp klau tgk dri simptom2 nya ye aku STRESS! Aku byk makan, rasa cm kurang tidur,penat,byk berangan. haha myb sbb SPM kot? hah yelah bnda ape lgi. mcm ade sorg pena ckp kt aku Sijil Perkahwinan Malaysia bkn sng nk dpt :) heyyy awak lama kte tk skype kn? hehe i miss talking to you dude. Ni dh nk masuk bulan 8 abd for Godness sake SPM bln 11? Lagi bape bulan je tu? Sempat ke nk catch up semua subject? MasyaAllah -.- ok dah less online and grab a book now. 9A tuh wajib Atiyah Athirah. tk dpt smue A+ pn tkpe la. I know I can do it. Chaiyokkk!

Bila hati ni cpt sgt berubah. Lol

Haihh hati haihh perasaan. Knp la korg suka menyerabutkan kepala otak aku ni? Peninggggg la jgn la buat aku cmni :( Aku nk exam tau this year. Dgn bnda2 kecik ni it distracted me a LOT. Jgn la minat sape2 lagi. Next year kau nk bercinta smpai pagi pn bolehh. Hehh -.- yg kau ni lgi satu dh terang lagi bersuluh kau tau yg aku minat kau, kau cm buat tk tau je? Okay thats mean dia tk suka kau la tuh. Tk habis2 nk sedapkn hati sendiri. Haihhh -.- ehhh aku dh delete nmbr die laaa :DD haihh hati

Tak puas hati

So what happen Torres? Mana pergi sengat berbisa kau. Arghhhhhhhhhh geramnya I dgn U ni

-.- 1-0 je dgn Malaysia? Lololololololol how come Arsenal and Liverpool bleh mng besar? Arghhhh tk puas hati lagi. Drogba u play yr part well and Malaysia Team too :)

Hye AH

Hye AH, saya rasa saya dah tak suka awak mcm saya suka awak last week la. Haha :DD

Hye Jo,saya rasa saya suka awak balik la mcm last year :DD