Takut.

SPM lagi 23 hari lagi? Like what the? Bulan 10 ni berlalu mcm tuh je. Smpai aku nak kelip mata pn tk smpt. Cehh poyo hahaha but seriously btol ke ni? MasyAllah takutnyaa :( Aku tk harap pn nak dpt straight A+ tapi I want straight A plssssss. Ok bye! tk tau bila lagi nk blogging so Goodluck in advance!

WAS! kbye

I'm done with you.

Aku selalu remind myself yg aku tk benci aku. Aku tau kte mmg on off on off. But then I take it seriously this time. Seeing yr status like that I know you have met someone. No wonder mcm tk heran tk jmpa aku balik jb ni kn? Hahaha silly me -.- kau ckp apa? jgn tggu kau lagi? bodohnya aku pergi percaya ckp kau selama ni. And btw, I'm not with someone for all the years bkn aku tggu la! Eeee tolong la perasannya -.- Aku just tk jmpa lagi org yg btol2 aku suka la. And sbb kau la aku nak cari bf skrg jgk! kurang hajar btol la lu mat.

My situation right now.

This is so true :( Seriously sekolah dh nk hbs tp aku tk decide lagi nk futher study dkt mana, amek course apa. Even my ambition pn aku tk tau. Really confusing right now. Arghhhhhh

Good Job!

Good job bro main kan perasaan aku lagi sekali. Eh yeke sekali? Dh berkali bro. Gua tahan je ni.

Aku dh agk dh

Aku dh agk dh klau aku jumpa kau mesti aku minat kau balik. Dh agk dh! Eeeeeee damn it...

Missing

Hye, I miss to chat with you :) why coming back to jb didn't online jo? Wanted to invite you to my house hee

Depress

It is not the right feeling when you see your crush is having their crush too. AWFUL is all I can say too much bitter in that feeling. Not a good thing. Ahhhhh feel like crying :( Btw, Raya and Trial is around the corner. But what have I done? Nil...... I don't prepare anything for Raya either for the upcoming trial. Damn what happens to me? My results is getting weaker. Oh no that's not gonna be. I really want the good result for my SPM. I hate things when they got so complicated and I dunno what to do -.-

Celebrate for my Birthday :)

Actually tkde la celebrate sgt just pergi buka puasa je hihi bln puasa kn nak celebrate apanya. Pergi mkn dkt black canyon tk smpt nk jln2 pn! huaaaaa nmpk dari luar je. yelahhh smpai je dh buka lps tu hbs mkn dlm pkol 9 dorg ajk g funfair plak. hahaha best gilaaaa first time pergi dkt kwn kn :)

Hai tegak :) I love you. Lamanya kita tk keluar ramai2 :(

Ni la birthday girl lagi sorg hihi

tgk sapa wish! Zahiril Adzhim <3

Btw, THANK SO MUCH guys for the wish :DD Really appreciate it. Hey I'm 17 now :))

I wish can meet them :(

Bapa mithali kn? I wish my future husband like this. Awwwwww :DD

Mcm tk percayaaa

Mcm tk percaya bila joachim IM aku then ckp psl bdk yg gila kt die tuh. hahahaha sukaaaaanyaaaaa sayaaaaaa :DD pergi tuition trsenyum lebar aku. hihi i liokeeeee you la. ade ke dia ckp psl bdk yg minat die tuh. aku ni nk jadi apa? hahaha dia ckp die saje google nama die lps tu keluar blog bdk tuh tulis psl dia. haha aku ni nk jadik ape? Lololololol =p <3

Excited :)

Hye, next week is my Birthday :DD kbye.

Kolej Matrikulasi Selangor :DD

Heyy you know what? My first choice yg pop out mse aku nk pilih matrik is Matrik Selangor. Knp? Aku pn tk tau. Hahaha aftr google psl Matrik Selangor ni. Okay laa. So here it goes. Aku nk cerita ape yg ada around Matrik kt Banting ni.

1. KFC & Mc Donald.
2. The Store
3. Pasaraya Megah
4. Pasaraya Econsave
5. Al Ikhsan
6. Secret Recipe
7. Watson & Guardian
8. 7 eleven
9. Bank (Maybank/Bank Islam/CIMB/BSN/Ambank/Bank Rakyat/Hong Leong Bank/Public Bank)
10. Hospital Daerah Banting
11. Pantai Kelanang
12. Pantai Morib
13. Kolej MCS

1. Hah okay kn facilities kt bndr Banting? Okay la at least aku tak stuck kt kampung sgt. Hihihi my second choice dkt2 je is Matrik Melaka while the third one is Matrik Johor. Hah tgk tuhh aku amek semua yg dekat2 je. Sbbnya? Aku ni bkn la pndai nk independent sgt kn. Haha penakut ada laa =p ok la thats all wish me luck!
   
   

I want this bag plsss

Hah nmpk bag owl tuh? Nakkkkkkkk :( Papa, angah nk bag owl tu for raya pleaseeee. Hehe tk pn awk yg kat luar sana tuh saya nk bag ni as birthday present. Tau tau? hehe ok love ya!

The awkward moment when...

Trial is in one month left. Ya Allah apa aku nk buat ni? Trial lps raya. Nk countdown raya ke countdown trial? MasyaAllah takut nyaaaaaaa. SPM plak lagi 100 ++ hari? Hah amek kau Atiyah Athirah terkedu terus -.- Risaunyaaa dh la ramai ckp trial lagi susah. Sabarr wehh I know I can do it. Dh lps ni jgn nk online sgt la ye. Sedar diri tuh haha. Btw, I want to wish all the blogger Selamat Berpuasa :) xoxo

Tired....

Aku dah penat jadi anak kedua. Aku dh penat jdi org yg buat tu tk bleh buat ni tk bleh. Bila aku nk buat A nnti org ckp aku blm ckup dewasa la ape. Bila aku nk buat B org ckp aku ni cm bdk kecik la. Aku dh penat kne compare dgn org ats aku. Aku dh penat kne mengalah dgn org bwh aku. Aku dh penat bila aku ni jadi anak hrpn sbb org atas aku dh besar sgt and org bwh aku mmg dh tau die ni bodoh. hah kan aku dh geram sgttttt. aku penat laaaaaaaa penat asek aku je yg kena. penat bila aku nk kua tk bleh tp ble org ats aku kua bleh plak sbb dia dh bsr? yg bdk bwh aku bleh kua sbb die kecik lagi? WTF hbs aku ni apa?!!!!!! cpt la hbs skolaaaa aku nk sambung bljr luar jb. penatttttt bila asek2 aku je yg kne when situation cmni. I'm crying for the stupid things and aku tk tau nk ckp kt sape. How I wish someone name Mama is here. :(

Breakeven :(

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just praying to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no

What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces
One still in love while the other one's leaving
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm try'na make sense of what little remains ooh
'Cause you left me with no love and no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break
No it don't break
No it don't break even no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
(Oh glad your okay now)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(Oh I'm glad your okay)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no

I hate this feeling -.-

Aku rasa aku stress. haha actually tk tau pn mcm mne stress ni tp klau tgk dri simptom2 nya ye aku STRESS! Aku byk makan, rasa cm kurang tidur,penat,byk berangan. haha myb sbb SPM kot? hah yelah bnda ape lgi. mcm ade sorg pena ckp kt aku Sijil Perkahwinan Malaysia bkn sng nk dpt :) heyyy awak lama kte tk skype kn? hehe i miss talking to you dude. Ni dh nk masuk bulan 8 abd for Godness sake SPM bln 11? Lagi bape bulan je tu? Sempat ke nk catch up semua subject? MasyaAllah -.- ok dah less online and grab a book now. 9A tuh wajib Atiyah Athirah. tk dpt smue A+ pn tkpe la. I know I can do it. Chaiyokkk!

Bila hati ni cpt sgt berubah. Lol

Haihh hati haihh perasaan. Knp la korg suka menyerabutkan kepala otak aku ni? Peninggggg la jgn la buat aku cmni :( Aku nk exam tau this year. Dgn bnda2 kecik ni it distracted me a LOT. Jgn la minat sape2 lagi. Next year kau nk bercinta smpai pagi pn bolehh. Hehh -.- yg kau ni lgi satu dh terang lagi bersuluh kau tau yg aku minat kau, kau cm buat tk tau je? Okay thats mean dia tk suka kau la tuh. Tk habis2 nk sedapkn hati sendiri. Haihhh -.- ehhh aku dh delete nmbr die laaa :DD haihh hati